thangs didnt turn out as wat i expected.i broke down i gues.i cldnt help it.mitin hm was da one thang on ma mind da whole day.u cn gues hw truly upset i was.im learnin.im learnin to cope life witout havin to c hm or cntact hm.its hard.bt i'll hav to live wit it.

n wat beta way to cheer me up other than ma dearest's reassurin werds.he rili made me felt beta.n he was supposed to b da one hu's upset.coz he's goin off 2ml n he haven't been seein me in a wk.gosh~nvm.dere wil another day fer us.til then.i'll juz wait.wait fer da day.