2dae is ma firz day of scool.am i xcited over it?no.not at all.i dun feel like startin scool again.it was sooo borin.i even slept in bio clas.hish.like seriously.nutin much done.didnt even see hm much.onli a glance durin mornin assembly.oh,wel.oh,yah.i realised sumtin.his brother is kinda cute.ahaikz.esp wit his hair n nw dat he's wearin long pants.hehee.dah dpt abg,nk adik die plak.ish3.kheke.ok.wataver da shit.

niwaez.mummy told me dat she saw farhan tis morn in da bus.u noe.farhan.ma ex.hu plays stupid football.yea.hm.n she was like praisin hm.like urgh.at firz i was curious.i didnt noe she knew hm.then she saed i once showed hm to her.k.i tink i remember dat.so.she cun stop sayin dat he luk liek a hunk lah.luk hencem lah.orgnye mcm baik gitulah.wataver da shit.im liek soo over hm.haish.y muz she open up da past?2 nitez ago,ma guy tried to prank me by usin another no. n pretendin to b hm.then yest saw hm at popular j.p.n 2dae.mummy saw hm again.hish.k.wataver da shit.i dun even wana tink bout it.

erm.sumtin bout wat dila saed affected me da whole day.i noe its all in da past.bt.its hard fer me k.esp havin a guy liek hm.im tryin hard to hav trust in hm.its juz dat.its difficult sumtimes.hish.cmon gurl.he's changin fer da gd k.hav faith in hm.cey.alah.wataver da shit lah.urgh.haish.im soo tired nw.liek sleepy.i nid sleep..!ok.im outzz.chiowzzie...