.the littlest things.

it happened again last nite.its been a couple of weeks since i last shed a tear.& it happened again.i guess i cldnt help it,u see.afta having two bad dreams which involved my dear luv in a fortnight.it terrifies me.the fear of losing him is so strong.i keep telling myself dat they r just dreams.yes,they r just dreams.which never come true.please,don't.

on a lighter note,werk yest was fun as usual despite having to tend to customers dat keep pouring in all day.we(me,kak zana,abg yazid,abg fajar) had a gd laugh yest afta abg yazid tricked us into believing dat john lock,our area manager came by our restaurant.and me and kak zana were chillin inside the manager's office sumore.u shld hav seen the expression in our faces.haha.good times we had.dere wun b a repeat episod.because.we are going our separate ways.i,fer one am quitting.yes,i am finali going to tender my resignation.yey~!like finali wor.haha.


im actoali on a tight budget here.i hav a lot of thangs to buy.though i hav more than enuf money in the bank,i guess my wish to save a sum of money frm werkin is not happening.and i hav to find a new job which pays beta soon.because i nid the money to pay my scool fees.because i refuse to use the parents' cpf to pay the fees.dun ask me y.

and its like suddenly,i feel so dalam kesempitan.if u noe wat i mean.im not from a well-off family.and juggling btween studies and werking.damn,i wun hav a life.ok2.dun get too stressed up,irma.you see,i always like to think too much over trivial matters.i'll just hav to take it one step at a time.gosh,i shld actoali b excited and lukin ferwerd fer poly life.i am a freshman fer gdness sake!yey~!hehe.

list of thangs to buy:-

1. apple notebook.

2. spectacles.

3. puma watches fer us.

4. fred perry's shoulder bag.
5. topshop's pumps.
6. black pants.

7. flip-flops.
8. ok,i cun remember wat more.


nyehehe.ok,go.im done here.bye-bye!!