.please,don't.

i had a bad dream last nite.a nasty one rather.and it involves my dear luv.haish.its sumtin bout losin him.and i can stil vividly remember the dream up til now.i told myself dat its just a dream,the one that's juz playin arnd with the mind.please,don't.i dun wana lose him.no,it doesnt mean anitin.god,please.


werk yest was more exhausting than before.i was exceptionally weak in the earlier part of the day.perhaps bcoz i didnt hav a proper breakfast.or mayb i was tired mentally and emotionally.i gave the wrong change of money twice to customers.and i was supposed to finish at 9.bt i ended up helping wit the closing.and there was tis indian customer which totally got on my nerves last nite.i swear,if she ever called me to cum to her table to place her order again i was goin to show dat sign which indicates u hav to order at the counter rite at her face.damn.is she both blind and deaf?cun she hear and understand dat i told her twice oreadi dat customers hav to place their order at the counter?or cun she even read the sign that's on the table?isk.tk phm aku!and she even dared to ask fer a vegetarian pasta wit two types of sauce on it lah!my,gawd!!


i duno why.but goin home alone at 11 last nite was suddenly so lonely.i nvr felt so alone and lonely before.i nvr felt like dat while goin hm alone late at nite before.i juz wonder why.haish.