.miracle.

i've said it before.we can't always hope for a miracle.because sometimes it just doesn't happen,no matter how hard we try to work towards it.as much as i wanted to say that im relieved and felt a pinch of freedom,i am actually very disappointed.thinking back,i now feel like crying.its not about the effort or money wasted.a lot of people had faith in us.and we disappoint them.

but,its ok.no use pondering over what if's.we are starting from scratch.of course we have to go through setbacks.this is just a small one.i know one day,we'll be high up there.

to Paduka,congratulations.its time guys.i'm so proud of you.