.moondance.

hello been a while huh don't worry i've stopped running i hope for now.read their posts and i think to myself wow they are really stressed out over studying they blogged like every night because on normal days they don't.interesting though since i haven't been checking things out and really what surprising stuff i get like the desporado, the spastic, the panic and so on.


yesterday,i left the house at 7a.m. and only came back at 12.30a.m.friday's paper was manageable don't wanna be too confident of it later fail i die.trainings are really getting to me,traveling to the other end shouting singing clapping waiting its really tiring me out.and i still have so many more things to think and worry about.definitely no much needed rest this holiday.


oh,yes.as you can see from the picture.i have gained weight.people have been telling me that so frequently i began to lose all my sense of reaction.because i can't have self denial and whine over their remarks because it is true i have gained weight.i can't totally snap at their remarks as well cos that'll only make me sound defensive.so,now most times i'll just say ok or yah,i know.cos its half half like that.


and please,enough of your nonsense.just until when will you realise that people have seen through your contradictions?its not working anymore.you're just making yourself sound more pathetic than ever before.


its 2am.no wonder i was ranting unnecessary stuff.i have one last paper on tuesday i have yet to study i don't plan to do so probably will start when i wake up in the morning.i am supposed to be sleeping already by now.pfft.


ok,ok goodnight all.
love yourself first,then others will love you.


HAHA.
mampus.what an aphorism.