.stop.

oh,no we are still not ok.so quit asking what happened,why it ended this way,what i did wrong,what i should have done.because i too don't know.i really don't know what to do anymore.

its really eating me out.i kept distracting myself i busied myself i ran away from it,from everything.i don't confide in anyone anymore if i did they just happened to be there.even so,they don't even know everything that happened.so i guess i'm becoming my old self back.the one who kept things to herself,suffering and hurting alone.

oh,really please quit asking what really happened.don't make me think about it.its really eating me out.

im still running.
and i don't know when i'll be coming back
or if i'll ever come back.