.perfect lover.

a lot of things have been said and written.

a waste of time to be read again,don't you think?

comtemplation.

is it really worth written down and read by others?

festive seasons gone.

birthday celebrations over.

school's a mundane routine.

and work is manageable.for now.

alif calls me a kampung girl.

i think he didnt really mean it.

yet,somehow it sounded so harsh it hurts.

was it even meant to be a joke in the first place?

putting up a fake front.

we do it all the time

we forget who we are

deep down inside.

contradictions and ironies.

why do they even occur?

because we let them.

because we choose to make them happen.

he loves sally's rejex.

i love the tulips he gave.

fourteen december.

its drawing near.

do not say it

if you do not mean it.

do not show concern

when you know you're not.

i want to go shopping.

and hadi said i was so random just now.

goodbye.

and good night.