.reverse psychology.

i hate to get to noe u.i hate to fall fer u.i hate to be lurvin u.i hate to b mitin u.i hate to wait fer ur calls n smses.i hate to be missin u.i hate to b wishin u were by ma side.i hate to be feelin like tis.coz its sucha pain.if onli i didnt noe u.if onli.


werkin on a reverse psychology here.so dat i wun hav to b tinkin of him n missin him like shit.so far,i've managed to cnceal these emotions.i juz hav to distract maself n i'll be fine.days will pass by.then it'll turn weeks,then months n finali we'll mit again.


i noe he's too preoccupied wit his own thangs to bother bout me.i juz duno whether i shld b mad at him or sad or nt feel anitin at all.dat wld b weird.da thang is,i duno wat i shld b feelin.its ok.when he's free,he'll get back to me.i juz wonder when.

ok.scool has been a pfft.i realised dat ma class's havin da most free periods we cn ever get tis yr.dere wil always b one free period fer us in a week.its gd at firz.bt,it gradually gets boring.seriously.ma resolution fer tis yr's werkin well.i mean,i've been doin ma hwk cnsistently.at least,i try to.gd huh.gee~


i've resumed back on ma revision.thank god.hahx.its like da onli thang which cn distract me.u noe wat.when im stressed out wit other thangs,i cn do ma werk beta.coz i'll want to totali take ma mind off da prob n it takes great cncentration to do so on da subject im doin n so,i'll do beta.get it?no?ferget it.its all crappy shit niwae.


dere hav been burfdaes happenin all arnd me.esp wit da close ones.n i've been eatin pizza fer i-duno-hw-many-times tis mth.sucha treat.i juz wonder though.y isit dat pizza is always da special food bsides da cake?hmm.


i duno wat to write bout nimore.nutin's excitin been happenin.im tinkin of goin on hiatus.wat do u tink?hmm.lemme tink.wait.ok.i'll tink bout it firz.heex.week's cumin to an end.jzu another phase of life to go thru.oh,wel.btw,here's a pic frm da tamil debate i went last sat.haven't got all da pix frm mirah yet.i'll juz present u ppl wit one.til here.i hope ma blog's updated enuf.hahx.bye.

from left: mirah,pei gen,yours truly,bestie,dila,nisah