wait a minute..i cun hear da song to ma blog!!tried refreshin da page a few times,nuting works!wat telah is happenin?kk,chill..blah3..da day was average..got to noe sum new tings which rili piss me off...darn these bitches..wat wrong did i do siak?y muz u hate me so much?its over wat,y muz u stil hate me?damn!mayb it isnt a big deal to sum bt its damn a freakin big farkin deal to me..!kiki told me sumting..yesterday,i went out alone(buey ar tu keling!) in front of da whole to say a dedication to our teachers..it was nerve-wreckin bt lucky i've had exerience b4..blah3..kiki told me dat durin dat time i went out,HIS GURL went to shout 'mepek uh!' at me though i didnt hear it coz she was at da back..like wat da heck??im nt tryin to act cute aite or even try to be popular or wataver it is called..wat siak..dayak oso told me one time dat she saw HIS GURL lukin at me then jeling..alermak!yah,i kind of noticed dat too..ma blood go upstairs siak!hu does she tink she is??fine,dey once got a cnflict over me bt its over wat!u guys r hapi wif each other!i didnt try to break u guys up!if u tink u cn hate me like dat,i cn do like dat too..so wat if u got hm?he's nt da onli perfect guy on earth!go on n lurve all u want!i dun care a damn farkin shit!i hate tish ok..i dun like to make enemies..i dun want ppl to hate me..i nvr tried to break them up.. i even tried veri hard to accept it..i dun wana be a bitch..i dun wana b da third party(though im actoali nt) or even be da cause of their breakup..I AM JUZ HIS NORMAL FREN!U DUN HAV TO BE FREAKIN JEALOUS OVER IT!so,u noe wat?i've made tis decision..i dun wana hav anitin personal to do wif HM animore..hate tis a lot..fine,normal frens it'll be then..i'll put away all ma so-called deep feelins fer hm...i'll stop tinkin n missin hm..i want to be hard-hearted wif hm..i did tis so dat ma feelins fer hm cn slowly fade away..its hard fer me to bt i noe i cn do it..i dun wana be da cause of ppl's unhappiness animore..i wana start anew..n dat doesnt mean dat i need to find a new guy..i cn live freely,surrounded by ppl hu lurve n care a lot fer me..is it true dat love means sacrificin urself fer ur loved ones?ooh,no..all tish is bullshit!SO TO ZILA!HOPE U R GOIN TO LIVE HAPPILY WIF HM COZ IM NVR GONA DISTURB UR LIVES AGAIN!