im so nt in da mood 2dae..blah3..oh yah,btw 2dae i went to ma ex pri scoolmate's burfdae..it was actoali great ya noe,catchin up on old times wit ma gd frens frm pri scool..wel,it was oklah..bt seriously,i dun blame jane(da bdae gurl) fer nt layanin us coz i noe she was bz and all and oso had to lyn her frens which was a lot2..ok,so then we left her house at 4+..then,ingt nk jln pat lot 1 tp mcm mls plak,penat plak tu...so,kite aleklah..and,yah..i reached home surprisinly early,at 5+..selalunye,kalo kua ngan member at least smpai umah kul 7 uh..tp tkpe2,2dae im gd u noe..haha..wel,u noe y im so nt in da mood rite nw?smpaikn i cnt cncentrate on ma hwk?(cey,irma nk exaggerate jek tau..)nope,nt bcoz of hm or ma dad..it coz of sumone im close wif..i guess its no use tryin to change a person's life...da rply we'll get is "u dun understand me"..oh,rili?hw cn i under stand if u dun tel wats wrong? or isit u hu r da one hu dun understand urself?wataverlah ehk..i've tried ma bez to help u out..u wana destroy ur life?u wana waste ur life?then,fine go ahead then...im tryin to make u a beta person..bt u dun want rite?i rili wonder wat u owe dat guy? wat unfinished business u hav wit hm?until so dat u cun break off wif hm?u noe he's bringin u to da wrong path,then y dun u wana stop it?tis is wat i rili2 damn frekain hate bout u..ooh,or isit u like wat he's doin to u?and want more out of hm??tel me..make me understand..oops,i fergot,u cun depend on me animore..y?coz i cun understand u..go ahead n make ur life more miserable than it oready is since u like it so much rite...gosh,u'll nvr learn frm ur mistakes..haiz,hw i wish i cld say all tis tings to u..bt,i guess i cun..hope dat dayana n nini whom u cn depend so much cn change u...i've failed...n i rili hate dat..hope u noe dat i rili care an awful damn lot bout u and dat is y i always scold u of ur wrong doings..