its not normal

urgghhh..!!i thought everyting's normal now bt noo...it happened again..i hav a conflict wit ma dad again..urgh..hate it,hate it..ma mum even blamed me fer it..she ask me y i always like to make ma dad angry..he's like da nt understandin here..i've always tried ma best to please hm..i did everyting tat he asked me to,juz to make hm haprie..i dun wana hav ani cnflict wit hm..nw it happened again..fark tish life,man..tis is wat happened..i didnt noe tat i had eng remedial 2dae..so,i called ma mum n told her of ma remedial..she told ma tat im supposed to fetch ma sis 2dae..i was shocked coz i didnt agree to do so..n so i told her tat im gone ask ma bro to fetch her instead..ok,fine..afta tat,she called again asked me to kol ma dad coz he's rili angry at tat time..ok,fine i called hm..gosh,he shouted at da phone and scolded ma like hell b4 i had a chance to speak..like,wat da fark..he misunderstood everyting..n when he's angry,he wil nvr listen to any reason tat we giv hm..he told me tat hes worried tat no one is gona fetch ma sis n he's pissed off tat i didnt tel hm in da place tat i hav remedial..fuck it, u noe tat...then,he told me to go straight home,he didnt care if ma remedial's startin..i was speechless..he was puttin me in a diff situation..like helo,y wld i want to lie to hm??!!i cun help it,ya noe..i started cryin..hw cld he treat me tis way?he's more cncerned bout ma sis than me..dah bende tu selesai,uatpe nk kecoh2,marah2?to add more fuel,he sent tis msg sayin tat if i prefer to be wit ma teacher so much,i shld juz stay dere n not go home at all..even afta eng remedial,i started cryin again..i juz cun take it..if im not sensible enuf,i cld hav run away frm home..mayb it wil make hm happier since he want me to not go home at all...fuck it!!i hate tish!!im sick of livin tis life..cun ma parents trust ma fer once..seriously,im not doin anyting atrocious outside sch..im a gd gurl,i dun get influenced easily..i noe hw to take care of maself..dun dey realised tat??i guess not..its tough livin tis kind of life..i wana get away frm all tis..juz wana...