hola peeps!hehe..sorie fer nt updatin ma blog fer a week..!oops..bz ler,then sumore bile nk write entry tkde privacy gitu..cey..haha..wel,nt much happened 2dae..coz i didnt go out..like soo damn bored.....hmm,so let me tel u wat happened last nite instead yah..two shockin thangs telah terhappen last nite..thangs dat i rili didnt expect to happen at all..haish..firzly,last nite i went to eat at imm fer ma second dinner(oops) which was da unagi bento set..haha,i loikes!its a japanese food,duh..it has rice wif eel and salad and raw salmon which i loike a lot..wakakaka..kk,then baleknye kn..i was in da bus n then skali saw ma ex..yah,da freakin darn asshole!urrggh!like dere's nobody else dat i cld terjumpe..haiz..so,all da way in da bus i had to endure wif hm in da bus..i tink he oso dun like seein me coz his back was facin me..like i care at all...he's a damn jerk,man..he was da cause dat i bcame like tish..he tinks dat im stil naive and stupid like dulu..wel,i've changed..!hw i wish i cld prove dat to hm..then,turun dari bus i had to pas by hm coz he was standin near da door..tnjklah skit muke steppin pat die..i hate hm,man!muke steppin sak die..damn high egonye..ok,enuf wif da sumpah ranah thingy..hehez..nw fer ma next shockin thang..he has nt been cntactin me a week plus 4 days..so,i didnt rili care if he wld ever wana cntact me animore..skali kn..last nite,he msged me..alermak,unsangkerable ler..i was dumbstruck skejap..i rili didnt expect hm to msg me..so then i was ragu2 whether i shld rply hm or not..wel,as always im weak..so,yah i did rplyed hm..haish..then,pastu die kol me plak..aiyoyo,btol tk sangke ehk...sbbkn,sejak die ader gurl he nvr kol me animore..ok lor..so we tok2..it was great,actoali..tp heran jgak,die tkyah kol matair die ke..?bt stil,yah i enjoyed tokin wit hm..he was crappin all da way ehk,bt at times ade jgaklah klakanye..i duno y bt i feel dat da both of us r tryin to avoid tokin bout our past..then at last,b4 we hang up,i tink he was tryin to say "gd nite syg"..bt,he was hesitatin a few times..finali he juz saed "gd nite ma gd fren"..haiz...i was..wel..i was kinda a bit sedih..is he oso tryin to ferget da past n move on wit his life?bt then,he seems haprie wit his sort of new life nw..aiyoyo thambi..i dunolah ehk..tis is makin me cnfused..bt,u noe wat..i stil hold on to wat i blieve dat is he has no more feelins fer me animore wataver it is..life has to go on,gurl...