cun take it animore

im on da verge of tears rite nw..juz cun take all tis stress animore...my lil sis screamin here and dere,showin her attitude..haish,juz got enuf of it...and ma bro oso,self centred sey...dahlah aku tk ckp tido smlm...haiz...and ma backbone's hurtin a lot nowadays..rili worried...and even im tis stressed nw,i cun show it to ppl...i dun want them to be cncerned...niwae,im always da one listenin to their probs..they need mie...haiz...sick of ma life...im kinda sad tat im not given a chance to lead in ma cca..i've always wanted to lead in ma cca...wonder juz wat i lack..?haiz..nvm..redha jeklah ngan ape yg ader...mayb im nt too gd enuf..wel,im nvr veri gd in anyting...wat to do rite...im oso sick of havin guy frens...mcm dah mls nk lyn jantan2 nie seme..havin guy frens,flirt wif them and all...juz tired of these useless tings...i juz wish i had a perfect life wif tha one i lurve,achievin in ma studies and havin a famili tats not always bz wif their own tings...guess tats juz a dream..and dreams nvr cum true..i juz wana get over tis stress...cun take it animore...