.i wonder.

have you ever wondered
how when you are in a relationship for a long time
do you ever wonder
if the love you had for your partner is not as strong as when you first met
how when its not love anymore that's keeping you stay
how when you think it turns to just another commitment
or eventually becomes a burden
will there still be love at all in the end?

im still here.breathing.if any of you readers are curious as to why i haven't been updating for sometime.many things have been happening.i don't even know what to write about.haha.what is keeping me from updating is actually the assignments and intensive trainings.besides that,my mackyboo dropped flat on the floor from the table and now its pretty much hanging on a thread of life.so,im pretty much laptop-less.for now.

i have an assignment due tomorrow.another two due next week.and yes,tv prod's interview show which im not sure when we'll be recording.dinamis trainings are now on mondays and thursdays and saturdays for dikir and tuesdays for tarian.wednesday too if i have to come down for bahasa to refine on my poem reading.thank god next week's the common test week.not that i have any,but dinamis trainings will take a break to make way for us them to study for tests.

all these have taken a toll on me.but i've learnt to get used to it because i know it won't be long before its over.i mean the show's in two week's time.as for assignments,they seem to be piling up every time i just finished rushing and pressurising through one.its ok.its something i have to adapt to anyway.

oh.and for the record.....

DINAMIS SENI '08

-Mendongak Ke Langit-

walau sejengkal, segunung disemai

Ngee Ann Polytechnic's very own Malay Cultural Club; XPDTari (dance), SriNadi (drama), Cendekiawan (language) and Paduka & Adiratna (dikir barat) brings to you 'Mendongak Ke Langit: walau sejengkal, segunung disemai'. A production that evolves around aMalay boy growing up in a conventional Malay community of Singapore in the 1960s. Bearing his mother's words of wisdom in mind, we see not only the choices he made but also the ups and downs faced by the Malay society in a more artistic way yet comprehensible for the general audience.

We hope that with this production, we will be able to promote greater awareness of the Malay culture, thus instilling social and moral values for youths like us to be a more active and responsibleindividual towards the community and also to our own elderly family members.

COME ON! Gather your families and friends and experience the promising and colourful performances that's filled with artistic value.

TIKET: $6

14TH JUNE 2008, 6.30PM

NOW @ A NEW TIME SLOT 8PM

CULTURAL THEATRE, LT 26 @ NP

BOOK YOUR TICKETS NOW!

For sale of tickets and general enquiries, please contact Reza Fahmi @ 91110876 or Diana @ 97814665




oh.and of course you can get through me too if you want.please come and watch because i will be performing too.haha.




ok,that aside.do you know that i'm loving my nyahs every each passing day?i love it when everyone will be replying emails to each other,flooding each others' inbox-es like as if we're chatting on msn only this is through email.and i am really looking forward to the gathering this sat.and its ok if one can't make it bacause even though she's not there with us physically,she's always there in our hearts.we'll still be having this gathering every other month anyway.

through thick and thin.together as one.