helu dere..sorie i didnt update yesterday coz im havin a bad flu n i was damn tired frm da sukma budaya..yea,ma taridra is finali over..so glad it werked out wel..u want more info,visit ma bestie's blog yah..tis mornin,when i told daddy i got 12'th position,he was like naggin all da way..sayin dat its all coz i teach ppl dat i cldnt cncentrate on ma studies..which is bulshit coz actoali im slackin..he oso saed dere wun be ani scholarship money fer me..he's so angry fer dat..damn dat man..y he's makin a big fuss over dat?coz he wun be able to borrow money frm me animore..heck,ma money's all wiped out bcoz of hm..haish..hate hm fer dat..totali..tis mornin went up stage to receive award fer bein top in mly fer da whole express level..when i went up stage,ma gurls,i tink,were all shoutin n clappin like hell..malu kjap..haha..i actoali dun liek freaked up goin upstage..im kinda cool wit it..went to stage a few times b4..bt,mind u..hwever many times i went up stage,da scary feelin is always dere..u noe,da suddenly fast beatin of ur heart n butterflies in ur stomach..yea,its always dere..bt overall,its ok..erm..da rest of da day was ok fer me..im..im actoali nt in a gd mood..bt im tryin ma best to act happy in front of ppl...mayb i'll write out wat im rili feelin in another entry..oh,wel..ma bday's cumin..yey...blah3..chiowz..