np's training juz nw was fine.as usual.had to solve tis cnflict btween 2 cadets.uhuh.then.went home wit ma dear santa.we had a heart-to-heart tok bout ma prob.rite.he was being a listening ear as always.tryin to make me feel better.tryin to make thangs beta.i rili appreciate dat.thank you ma dear santa.

he told me to nt keep it all inside.he wants me to slow tok wit dat man..!wtf??!tsk2.no way am i gona do dat.though i noe it cn make thangs beta or werse.haish.im sick of arguing n gettin da cold shoulder.might as well i keep it all inside.i noe its bad.bt.urgh.wataver.wat santa saed is rite.bt.i duno.til when wil tis end?wil dere b werse thangs to cum?i dun wana noe.wat i wana do rite nw is cncentrate on ma studies.n yah.if i hav a prob,i wil tel ma dear santa.n bestie too!uhuh.

furnie.he even suggested me goin counsellin.a complete no-no fer me.nah uh.wth?!i noe its onli a small prob.no way am i gona go counselling.i mean.im always da one givin advice to ppl.n now.im da one needin counsellin??no way baby.juz.i dun nid it.thangs wil get beta.sumday.hopefuli.rite.im gone.buhbye.