ma day started badly.n when im in a bad mood,when i go out,i wil nt care hw i luk,hw i present maself n hw ppl luk at me.dats me.so,yah.it started wit daddy screamin his big ass off at me,wakin me up to bring ma lil sis to scool.doesnt he realise dat im sleepy n its rainin n da fact dat i've been bringin her to scool fer da past 2 days?n y isit dat he doesnt want to scream his big ass off ma bro hu cn actoali bring her to scool,then head to his band practice?oh,wel.men.so,afta all dat shoutin n screamin he wil go off.n when he cums back,it wil b juz like normal.he wil act as if nutin's happened.n wat i cun accept is dat his sreamin n yellin wil often make an effect on me.n usuali i dun easily ferget wat happened.coz im da one hu's bein shouted at fer nutin.da ting is,he doesnt hav to shout at me to get sympathy.coz i dun care a damn ting at all.i dun care if he has to take mummy to werk.i dun care if its rainin n its dangerous fer hm to tak ema lil sis to scool.i juz dun care at all.im sick n tired to havin to b in bad terms wit ma dad over n over again.coz its pretty tiring u noe,each showin da cold shoulder.n its actoali a sin.coz it sa sin when u dun tok to ur parents fer more than 3 days.if i remember correctly.so,am i supposed to pretend dat nutin's happened like he does.or wat?do i hav to say sorry when asked even when its nt ma fault?urgh.im gona be home alone wit hm n grandmama.i duno if i cn survive dat.coz i dun want hm to unexpectedly scream his big ass at me fer nutin.i hope he doesnt cum back home n jzu go off to his night shift werk.coz i nid time to ferget n pretend nutin's happened.i tried so hard nwadays to build tis relationship back.bt if it rili gets on ma nerves.dun even bother to ask me to mend tis relationship shit.