i am gettin emo-ish these days.yes,bestie.i hav to agree wit u over tis.i am back to wat i always try to do last time.to nt tink bout hm.pretendin everythang's fine.no,ppl.im nt havin probs wit hm.its juz me.i guess.i duno y i dun wana b tinkin bout hm.i duno wat im feelin.i juz duno y im feelin tis way.haish.no.its nt bcoz of wat ppl say.its bcoz i juz realised sumtin dat i fergot.n it kinda hurts me.i'll pretend im fine.i dun want hm to wori too much.or rather worry fer nutin.damn.

didnt go out 2dae.stayed hm.dun wana cntact hm fer nw.dun feel liek tokin to hm.bt i'll hav to tok to hm sumday.urgh~tis is stupid.damnit.i juz.dunolah.i jzu wish it didnt hav to affect me tis much.n nw ma throat's sore n ma voice is liek serak2.haish.gdbye ppl.i miz santa.