confused...

im feelin cnfused rite nw...i cun help it...im stuck on him...i wana get on wif ma life bt i cun...damn it...i guess i care bout hm too much...its ma fault too...ma ego's bigger than ma head...bt then...im tired of all tis nonsense...bein heartbroken and sad and all...its useless...wun bring mie aniwhere...haiz...nasi dah jd bubur...he's hapi wif his gurl now...im nuting to him..juz a fren...i cun hav hm on ma own again...haiz...so damn emotional rite nw sia...hate it...hate it..hish...wake up irma!! he's gone on wif his life...u shld too...go n get to noe more new guys...flirt wif them...u r single,man!! haiz..........my heart juz cun move on....help me...wat shld i do...??haiz.....lurve is as complicated as ever...